ChenYan

Just suddenly want drop something here..i reali so stress la..wat the hell of group project i join now oh??Wat for i so hard work n the rest do nothing gam..more 4 weeks will be dead line la!!Wat r u all thinking now??Last minutes rush all ah?Awake la!!Reali sien la!!I got no passion to continue le..1st time i gt a bad bad dcision tat..i want give up!!haiz…the worst sem i never had!!Sien~~~=.=" bt then…i oso will continue to do wat should i do geh~~jz speak out har lo…if not,i reali will ged mad later~~haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~T.T

Now already is my mid sem break….is nt easy to get such a holiday…bt aiks…holiday nt like a holiday..still gt many works going on man~~reali sienz~~quite a long time dun create blog jor…many things happen during this period…bt no nid to mention coz oledi is pass tense…sai hei~~dim gai???Reali speechless!!!and i feel me a bit foolish…too "KIND" jor…n at the last mayb will spoilt her oso..bt if i dun help her..she can say will over at this sem jor!!Maybe at the started time..i should nt help her..until now wat she oso depends on me..so tire..why i want make myself so tire..i double my works bcoz of her..bt then now problems facing..she still cant get the main point..i reali speechness!!!so dissapointed…why still cant c the main points!!so tire…tire..tire..anyway,lifes is still going on…dun want care anymore..i want start a new breath after this break…reali want renew..kakaka…write next time lo..c ya ^.^

2day i m so enjoy to go out le..coz 2day i go a place i never go–观音洞!Hehe..and i dun even noe there got a tree call 许愿树~Ya,tats rite,juz like Hong kong style d..throw the orange n sum papernotes up the tree..n make a wish..haha..they juz sell it at rm5 per pack..hehe..they use SUNKIST orange summore~~bt b4 go to make a wish..v gonna to 献香to every 炉~the main entrance there got 2 菩萨.the rite 1 is 大势至菩萨 and the left 1 is 观世音菩萨..and there oso gt 药师佛..十八罗汉..地藏王菩萨.is more close to buddha 1..not like other 洞..and i like there very much le..hehe..u noe wat i try there?the ppl in charge there call us try to 求签..act i never do this kind of things d..and i noe some knowledge oso..let me tell the process.For buddhist,act the way to do 求签 is a bit different to 道教(拜神),coz when u c the hk movie..all is shake the 签筒until it drop down a 签..bt the master say act for buddhist is no nid to do like tat..juz at the heart 默念3 times of 大势至菩萨and 3 times of 观世音菩萨..she said is call 念签..after u do this then tell the 菩萨wat u wish to ask..like u want ask 学业..健康..sumting like tat la..and any wish u can make it too..em..ya..when u do this,u muz 蝉跪..after tat u put the 签筒 around the 塔香..then close ur eyes..n straight choose 1 of it..then is ok..no nid to shake 签筒..then u juz remember the number of it.after this,em got a things call 圣杯..is red in color d..u want to throw it..to make it different of side view..the master said coz want ask the 菩萨izzit ur 签is reali 灵~haha..after tat juz go a place gt many paper d..choose the number at there n go to 解签..act me is so lucky le..coz me 1 time all pass like tat..coz when u throw the 圣杯,is want throw it until its differnt side view d.emm..u guess wat i gt le?my number is 30..luckily is 中签..i ask for my family health situation and my study..my another frenz oso gt 中签..so nyam~then my frenz 1st only my turn..act both of us oso ask study..bt the uncle say act if u do nothing and ask for ur result will be gud..is definitely no use d..the important is ourself..haha..is 天下没有白吃的午餐..is real lo..dunno why le.i feel so tepat lo..wat the uncle say..he say me seldom 拜神..i definitely say yes..coz i seldom bek to hometown..tats y..haiz..other then tat..uncle oso say me not bad woh..平平lo..(so happy to listen this ady..)and he oso said gt 贵人..tats mean i will meet alot of ppl to lend me a hand lo..hohoho..dunno who will be my 贵人..izzit U??haha..then em..ya..v go to the wishing tree lo..at 1st u muz sign in ur name at the visitor book..after tat there got a yellow cloth..is full of 南无阿弥陀佛..all is written in red marker by every visitor..hehe..me oso gt write in..then i c the visitor book..got mat salleh oso..haha..then after v write sumting inside the papernotes..n important is our name..v go outside..me n my frenz juz standing under the tree..u c me n i c her..dunno will 1 throw will success anot..n v juz talking noncense d,all is fizik.wat pecutan la..kelajuan la..watever la..then i juz dun bother anymore la..cincai throw it la..haha..keng cheong lo…reali bingo loh!!!haha..1 time ady success woh~i cant believe it..haha..this i make my frenz more stress..coz she oso sked cant like me..haha..bt at last the 3rd time she try..success liao..bt she cant bcoz of technical pro la..coz throw this kind of things reali hav technic d..haha..when u all gt chance ah…then u can try tat feeling geh..reali u will happy and enjoy eee..then u will noe the technic how to throw "wish"…reali happy 2day..n after tat me oso hav my favourite KFC oh!!haha..anyway..hope u all can try it la..gud experience..n dun forget the old traditional custom.sumtimes u can find sum special inside!!

Sumtimes reali dunno how to say..sum ppl like to make a simple thing to be complicated..i juz dunno why..who can answer me~~sumtimes i think tat why ppl do a dcision oso like so hard…like:Eh, u want go xx place moh?..then the ans macam want me wait so long to noe it..so tete..damn!juz 2 answer..GO or DUN GO..u c,juz 2 simple answer,why want cansider so long??i mean juz yamcha or watever la..y want consider so long..n this cant answer..other ppl ask u..who gt go..u oso cant comfirm liao..make it all jam there..reali geram~and wasted time n credit…i sked to plan sum activities..then at last suddenly cancel or wat..u noe how samfu the process..if suddenly cancel..u juz nothing to say..nothing to do..juz make evrything blur…n want inform them cancel..then want waste credit again..coz the ppl will asking u WHY???Reali so tire to listen this..i want to be the follow 1!!dun want to plan anymore…haiz…next time..i reali want to be the final follower~~

Seens long time dun create blog liao le..anyway..i m still alive..haha..this sem reali hard n nid 2 think so much of idea..me oso cant believe me read so much of books within 1 month…reali amazing for me..n i think i will start to saving money to collect the books i like…reali wish la..coz i like the books all r rm100++..damn expensive for me le..bt i m happy that i bought a book fr the BOOK FEST..is fr Jimmy d–<<POURQUOI>>pls:is france language in why..the whole books all about WHY(pourquoi)..haha..reali funny at the 1st page–got a pig mama tell her daughter:”if u ask my why again,then mama will hit u!!"then her daughter look mama face n answer:”WHY?"..u can imagine hw funny izzit..sumtimes the word–why juz around us..and is it never got an answer…u jz keeping ask why…n the ppl juz keeping answer u..bt u non stop to ask why..and that is terrible..got 1 page..i think is meaningful.."IN THIS COMPLICATED WORLD JUZ GOT 2 BORING ANSWER FOR THE LOVE—LOVE OR DUN LOVE.." and i think that so many why occurs in the love world that u cant asnwer it..its too complicated..why u will love her/him..why u will unhappy when he/she not besides u..why when 1 girl n 1 boy go out,other ppl sure think they r 2gether..why we juz can alive one time..is it got a world same with this world got a ppl same with u doing sumting as u do now?i jz dunno why..will create this blog..why i m sittng in front the pc n typing to share sumting at here..n why i dun use this time to do others thing…why i suddenly feel like want to stop here?Why…WHY..WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY..why why why..(why i use samll letter)haha..

2day juz staying at home le…morning do sum sketching..haha..do liao 1 then feel sleepy liao o..then go 2 play o2jam pulak..but..still sleepy..so go to sleep liao the whole day…@.@ emm..juz sien loh…hoo hoo..haha…mcm nothing to say oh..y my holiday like tat 1 ohh..i dun want lah…i muz find sumting to do…errr…dunno o..ok le..2mlo change myself 1st..hehe…

now is around 1pm…dunno y will create a blog for myself.mayb in holiday gua~~~after holiday me oso dunno will drop down any words here onot le…i try loh…hehe..later will go sing k with my best frenz le..with her father oso.so long time dont chit chat with her..i will appreciate the time when i’m with her…reali.although she cant on9 to c wat i write here,but wat i can say is juz:i ‘m glad to noe her in my life.although we cant alwaz contact each other,but u r still in my heart!!dun alwaz say me dun choi u lah~~hehe..em..bek liao hometown,reali got HOME SWEET HOME d feeling..but,all frenz like not free o…sum of my buddies juz at out station..so mizz u all loh..listen u all say may will cum bek..but may i bek liao kl loh…haiz..think about next sem…ahhh.sem 3 liao,actuali me oso dunno wat course i should major lah…plus listened some senior said,will spent alot woh..especially the typo assignment..but luckily this weekend i hav 2 days job..better than no loh..ganbademasu~~~~~